SIAN DIAO NO MORE

hello

looks like the cambridge withdrawal symptoms has slowly subsided and i've been seeing a more cheerful chinyue, yayy goodd

you know they have been announcing cambridge talks (: i wonder if we'll all appear next year and find 11 other familiar faces sitting in our midst during the cambridge talk.

i cant wait for our surprise too, and our proposed trip to where-ever! (:

at the same time, im like super super fearful that one day we'll become like those ogs that stopped meeting at their zcove, the outings stop, the chattings stop and everyone will just be anyone.

that seriously scares me
more than anything

when time heals all the withdrawal symptoms, what stays?

(:
heck
but for now,

i still miss you all
and i still scream when i see maria
and smile like an idiot when i see qianhua
and chinyue, he still roams around looking for people
still sms-es liben to say " hi, i see you in the lt"
still TRIES to come early for our meeting
and still show some signs of withdrawal.

or maybe some things cannot be forgotten afterall. Forever inscribed, an indelible memory

WAHLAO, I CANNOT WAIT FOR OUR SURPRISE

crystal