today i trudged to school. There was no coldbreeze or english breakfast waiting. (: yet my day was brightened right after i saw chinyue, mel, maria, liben, qian hua, clara, sharon, suat, xuhui! (: withdrawal symptoms truly at its worse. i dont know if you have this automatic instinct to rewind your mind's watch by 7hours, and take moments to imagine what would it have been like if we were still in cambridge. i can believe i miss even the messy room me and pam shared. today i said sian diao like a million times, stamp chop gurantee like ten times and im sure lah like another million times. sian diao times a million times now. i just look through every picture, and yeah, some of us shared same sentiments. i promise (i cannot swear) that i've never see a more despondent chinyue ok! well, i miss you all already.